I had been spending allot of my time focused on demons. I wanted to learn more about where they hide and live and what they do, because they were visible to me now and I was seeing them everywhere in both pictures and videos old and new. On TV Shows and in Movies. In everything that I watched live and in person and I was able to unbelievably take pictures and videos of them sometimes to prove to myself and others they were real.
I had been watching a Minister do Deliverances and Exorcisms on YouTube and decided that I wanted to receive one. But there was no manifestation with the first and second meeting via video online and I attributed this to the morphine I was on for pain and accepted that this was possibly giving them a right. Maybe not, but that was my thinking.
So I enrolled in a University and started studying online to learn more and I began watching how Pastors and Ministers prayed and executed their Inner Healing, Deliverance and Exorcisms and ended up watching maybe 300 or more and witnessed the demons being expelled mostly through the mouth. I also bought a small library of books from those who were and are experienced in the field to increase my education.
I had gone from studying the demons, to wanting to learn how to pray for others in the name of Jesus. To heal them, set them free, and then protect them afterwards.
All my focus now was on HIM and in 2023 I checked in for supervision while I detoxed from the high dose of morphine that I was on from a head-on accident in 2006. While under care and going through the withdrawals, I chose to use the time to pray. I would finish a prayer and another image or thought would appear of someone, so I would pray for them and another would show up and so I continued with forgiveness, renouncing, repenting and canceling of rights and assignments of them for about 8 days before they slowed down.
While there I also prayed for God, since HE had lost a third of HIS Angels and HE had lost so many countless others to sin. Then, I returned home after 10 days from the treatment center and I continued to express my grief about the pain HE must still have. I then continued to bring it up occasionally in conversation with HIM.
Several months later I again expressed the same about how sad I was and how much pain HE must still have and has to endure and I told HIM that HIS pain will ALWAYS be my pain too and I immediately was filled and overcome with the Holy Spirit and I busted out in uncontrollable tears. HE and I then balled our heads off together until we were finished.
I then gathered a deep breath and wiped my drenched face that had been covered with the flood of tears.
My head after this was left spinning for about a week and now I am finally able to write about this amazing experience I had with HIM.
Praise GOD.