The tall woman with long dark brown hair and deep brown eyes was like the others. All were attractive, interesting and seductive. This woman had also reminded me of a nurse that had taken care of me last year when I chose to get off of the morphine. The decision to do this was made after reaching a point to where the morphine had stopped working. Even though the dose was high, my tolerance was even higher. Plus, I had decided to give myself over to HIM at that same time and to change my lifestyle.
So, I had checked in for supervision while I detoxed and this is where I met the nurse. She would take the time to listen to me and offered solutions to how I should write about my past. She was also the person who suggested that I write short stories and this is where I eventually got the idea to write Testimonies. Thus, my Testimonies are her idea of Short Stories.
During that stay I had taken only one book with me, the Bible and I had researched online to learn where to start reading and the advice was to start with the Books of John. But I found this was not easy as I read, since it made me angry to learn how Jesus was treated.
During that treatment I had also begun praying and as I prayed, i found that the praying seemed to get easier. I also began receiving images and names of who to forgive and pray for. So I prayed for everyone that appeared to me and this lasted for about 8 days.
On the 10th day, I was finally released to go home and I began having dreams. Dreams of women that were attempting to seduce me and surprisingly I was able to resist, but I don't know how. Then eventually, I was able to figure out that they were demons manifesting as women and that they wanted to get me to sin and to break one of the promises that I had made to GOD, to stop my sinning with women.
After I resisted those advances by the demons and had woken up, GOD spoke to me audibly and told me "HE was proud of me." Now, this happened about 10 months ago and since then my relationship with HIM has gotten stronger. So much so, that I look forward to every day and I'm excited to see what HE brings me. But this all seemed to change just a few days ago.
It was New Years Eve and I had gone to bed. I had fallen fast asleep, then began dreaming about this one tall woman with long dark brown hair and brown eyes. She was trying to seduce me and she had gotten close enough, that I was repulsed and attempted to turn away. But she seemed to have control of me, unlike in all of my previous dreams.
As this was happening, I could see a man in another room who acknowledge me and another younger man who sat at another desk. They both had the same features, face, hair and eyes and so I thought the younger one might be the son.
Then looking upstairs, I could see a young woman with brown, but shorter hair and she was very pretty. She had started coming downstairs and my direction and she was smiling at me. This was a very curious thing to see at that moment, since I was under control of and struggling to get free of the demon.
She continued to walk my direction and I wanted to move to acknowledge her, but I could not. I was being held by the tall woman who was in control and beginning to get more aggressive. But now the other woman was within arms length and then she reached over and touched the tall woman who I believed was a demon.
The demon was zapped like we see in cartoons and immediately disappeared. Then that young woman began walking away, while looking back at me. While giving me a big smile and telling me to "read the Bible". I nodded In agreement and said "The King James Version." Then I immediately woke up.
I think God knew that I needed help in this dream and stepped in by sending an Angel. An Angel that appeared as a young woman. Who just happened to look like my mother, like in that black and white photo that I have of her. When she was maybe in her 30's.
Praise God.