I had worked in the gaming business and had been a dealer and boss for almost 20 years. I also had held real estate licenses in 3 states, Louisiana, Utah and Nevada. I had began in 1983 and was selling real estate in Las Vegas full time when the accident in 2006 occurred.
Learning to walk while keeping my balance took about a year. I was able to get my jaw reattached and have another surgery on my neck, before going to Mt. Sinai Hospital in New York City for 9 more months of treatment to learn how to talk again and I was also able to verify that there was an unrepairable injury to my eyes (double vision) from hitting the air bags so hard.
GOD was patient with me during the 16 years that I relied on pain meds to comfort me. HE knew I was not leaving my home much and so HE began to use the time I had to teach me and allowed me to see and record things right inside my condo for 4-5 years, starting around 2019 from what I recall.
Then just after my mothers birthday on Feb. 28th, 2023, I had an epiphany that I was on a maximum dose of pain meds Nevada would allow and I still had pain and I out load said that's it I am done and checked in for supervision while I detoxed.
I remained under care for 10 days and then was released to go home. Once home, I started having dreams and thought it was unusual, since I don't dream often and cannot remember having one prior, for the last 10 years.
The first dream, the first day home included a woman without clothing and she was beautiful and attempting to seduce me. Wow !!! It was hard to refrain because she was all over me and I liked it. But I was able to resist.
The next time, I dreamed that I had walked up to the bar and there was a gal sitting there who greeted me like we knew each other and she was different looking this time and very pretty and she also attempted to get me to come over to her. I was polite, but ignored her and I looked to her right as if I was looking for someone, then I woke up.
The next night I had a dream, that I was sitting on the bench with this good looking woman who was attempting to also seduce me and I had figured out that it was Jezebel, an evil spirit and principality, that was attempting to get me to break my promise that was made to GOD.
You see, she knew that I had previously had relations with allot of women and that I had told GOD that I no longer desired to look for women or sex and that I was now married to HIM.
Also. I had used my time while detoxing, to begin repenting, renouncing and asking for forgiveness, after I had forgiven.
Every night the Holy Spirit also began sending images and or names of people and I would go through the motions on everyone. One after another after another and they kept coming every day and then slowed down right before my release.
Now, in that last dream where I was sitting on a bench with Jezebel. She had started making advances and I became irritated that this demon was still attempting to get me to sin and that was enough for me and I reached over putting my hand on her forehead and said Be Gone and she instantly vanished.
I woke up from that dream and said. What just happened? I can do that in my dream? Poof !!!! and she was gone.
The next day on March 15, 2023, I heard GOD'S voice for the first time.
When HE said,
"I am proud of you".
Praise GOD.